February 2012
7 posts
That feeling you get in the bottom of your stomach
When you think too much and now you can’t get out of your own thoughts….God do I need help (~_~)
Is it bad that..
Sometimes I wish I could party it up, go clubbing, try drugs and get bad grades once in my life without my whole life being questioned? But I can’t be too upset because my family taught me I don’t need that to be happy, but sometimes I don’t feel like a kid….
January 2012
17 posts
Well, my life can't get anymore mentally draining...
So I just got to get pushing on because after this, everything is going to be okay
Why do I question myself...
just for upsetting those around me? My life on earth wasn’t to please everyone I come in contact with, nor will I physically be able to, but I seem to take these things so personally. I was filled with ignorance and never bothered to come out of it, and for this reason I’ve not been a true friend. It sucks to think that who I call a brother and someone I support for making such a...
So as I was in the shower I thought...
That some morals contradict & people believe in these contradictions.
EX:
Don’t judge someone by their past, but their future
A cheater is always a cheater.
So If a cheater is always a cheater, aren’t you judging him by the person by their past? Also, another moral that can contradict with that one is
Everyone can change.
If everyone can change how can a cheater always be a...
whatever respect you had from me as a parent,...
he told me that he feels i’m the first person who has actually given you attention in your life. he feels the same way you do about ***** getting all the attention. and he just thinks i’m nice to every person i see, so he basically thinks i was the first person to see the real “you”.
That’s what you think you little prick? Because before your daughter I had...
I don't know how to feel
I can’t believe this is how we ended. Not from one of us cheating or not loving each other, but because you’re father felt that I wasn’t “sincere” enough. I am a fucking gentlemen! I go to college, which I am in the fucking honors program, know what I want to do with my life, have a job, a great family. The only thing I don’t have is a car, but that...
What a rough day
I lost the person I love not because I fucked up, but because of her parents. I wasn’t “sincere” enough. Honestly, fuck them! I’ll rant more about this later…
December 2011
61 posts
So I finally got my Ex to confess she cheated...
& It did not hurt one bit. I finally realized she isn’t worth the trouble. Even though I don’t think she deserved to be let off as easily as I let her.. 0.o
Hope is a lost cause
& life never stops movin
So if life isn’t on pause
then I’ll just keep crusin
Being the middle child is like 5/0. IT DOESN'T...
As of yesterday, December 20th...
I start my excessive training for soccer tryouts next semester. I need to lose 40 pounds, be able to life 300 lbs with my legs, squat 450 lbs, kick a ball to midfield, and run a mile and a half in under 10 min. I got this! :D
One of those days...
Where I decide to rant about everything and anything that is bothering me(if it isn’t too personal). For one, I continue to find a hole in my financial income. I am never able to save up any kind of money due to going to school and having a phone bill. I mean the phone bill is only 80 so it isn’t bad, but its bad when you only make 140 every 2 weeks, and then come home to a job that...
You know a relationship is going south when you...
