Those Other Thoughts

Yes, cliche name, but everything has to have a start. I've been writing a book, and have wanted to make it a series since i ever thought of the idea of the book. The more I go into the book, and the more I think of the other books in the series, I began to see a repetition. That being, the main character is following the footsteps of my life. The difference you may ask? It's the alternative of my life, or what the other road i didn't choose. And now, as i think about my life, I begin to question what my life would've been if i took the other road. So now im resorting to tumblr to find my answers. The answers I make in my book is just what I think would happen, or wish to happen. Now it's time to see if it's right or not

Dec 21

One of those days…

Where I decide to rant about everything and anything that is bothering me(if it isn’t too personal).  For one, I continue to find a hole in my financial income.  I am never able to save up any kind of money due to going to school and having a phone bill.  I mean the phone bill is only 80 so it isn’t bad, but its bad when you only make 140 every 2 weeks, and then come home to a job that pays you less.  Not blaming that on anyone else but me, but it’s still unfortunate i can’t get a job that pays enough for me to pay bills, save up, and have a little extra to spend.  Also, my grades came in and its the first time ever my GPA was lower than a 3.0 and I have never had an A on my report card.  My heart dropped and I was devastated.  I’m in the Honors program, but I’m not giving back honors grades.  I NEED to step it up next semester or I’m out of the program…some other stuff is bothering me too but I don’t want to talk about it just yet….