Those Other Thoughts

Yes, cliche name, but everything has to have a start. I've been writing a book, and have wanted to make it a series since i ever thought of the idea of the book. The more I go into the book, and the more I think of the other books in the series, I began to see a repetition. That being, the main character is following the footsteps of my life. The difference you may ask? It's the alternative of my life, or what the other road i didn't choose. And now, as i think about my life, I begin to question what my life would've been if i took the other road. So now im resorting to tumblr to find my answers. The answers I make in my book is just what I think would happen, or wish to happen. Now it's time to see if it's right or not

Jan 9

whatever respect you had from me as a parent, friend of the family, and human has just left.

he told me that he feels i’m the first person who has actually given you attention in your life. he feels the same way you do about ***** getting all the attention. and he just thinks i’m nice to every person i see, so he basically thinks i was the first person to see the real “you”.

That’s what you think you little prick? Because before your daughter I had somewhere near 30+ girlfriends. Because I have a disease I get no girls fat fuck? I get all the attention in my family? Because I think people dick ride the person who’s successful in sports and not the one in academics. I’ve been actually doing all this work for their approval and attention and it hasn’t got me anywhere! And if anything, I fucked more girls than you’ve dated your whole fucking life, and I’m only 20! So get on my fucking level and actually sit down and talk to me before you make opinions because you just had your daughter miss out on a great ass man. Fuck you and whatever you are to me because now you’re just my ex’s dad and I’m perfectly content of the hardships that are hitting you as of right now. Love how you let an Asian who raped your daughter talk to her before a man who taught her how to love date her. YOU DON”T FUCKING KNOW ME! YOU BETTER HOPE I NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN BECAUSE YOU WILL GET NO RESPECT FROM ME!

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